Learn to accept others..

cmni cter dia..
td kan i boring giler babeng..
so,i chatt la ngan sorg mamat nih..dia iban gak..
8 first dia ok la..joking2 around..make me laugh..
n we started a conversation about life...n laugh about it..

But,then suddenly i make a move laa..
by saying that..ble sorg laki slalu on9..dia cenderung xdpt awek laa coz hdp dia cma dlm alam maya jer...klu bcinta pon mybe xlama...ade2 je mslh...
dia pon respon..ya betul..tp dia on9 bkn nak cr grk pon..sbb dia rsa dia xhandsome..

& ngan hipokrit nya i ckp..ala..xpe la..janji u dh kje..ade hdp sndri kan..
jgnla merendah dri sgt..(actually i like t chatt a handsome guys and be a hypocrite among not cool guy)...
cruel isn't it??...lantak laa


pastu,i mula la bmukadimah..i cakap ngan dia laa ade yg my kwn kwen askar..p dia pandai laa..dh jd cikgu..then family kwn i cm xrestu sgtlaa sbb laki 2 askar..x setaraf kunun..
laki 2 pon ckp..dia berterus terang laa..well..dia tau la cta mcm 2..n no komen..n dia ckp dia pnh jgk la dperkenalkan oleh mak ayah dia ngan sorg pmpuan..p dia rejek ppuan 2 sbb ppuan 2 xsuka ngan kja dia..

so,dlm kepala hotak i pon terpikir 1 benda..alamak..ntah2 dia ni askar..
then i ask him...r u an army..he said yes..
then i pon ngan selambernya i pon cakap...

i pon xnak la klu bcinta ngan askar ni..sbb x setaraf 1..2 xblh nak sapot idup i..(wahhh..mngadanyaaaa akuuu)...
kununnya i ckp,xkan la i nak skolah tggi2 pastu kwen lak ngn askar kan?? mcm pelik jer..hehheh..
tp,i ckp la..bukanlaa xbgus sgt..cma stiap org ade pndapat n matlamat sendri dlm hidup kan...
(dlm otak pk msti dia phm apa mksd i...)...

pastu ade ke ptt dia ckp salary dia sbgai askar 2 sama ga ngan student mcm i??..haha
siap ngan EPF lg oooo..uiyooo..serius benar laki ni..i dh cuak dh..hahaaa..
siap dia ckp klu bcakap 2 jgnla meninggi,nti makan diri..n bg nasihat spya i belajar rajin2 and jgn dok kejar harta sbb xkemana..budi bahasa yg org junjung..
Fuhyoooo!!!

insaf2....insaf2..sekejab la..hahahaa...

then i pon ckp..i xckp pon keje askar xbgus..cma i ada pendapat i sndri towards my own life..i accept what had u said before..i respect it..

dia perli i balik la ckp..org dh stdy tggi2 mmg pndai bkata2..
(hoh..nak kena laki ni kata i dlm hEart..)
tp,i diam je la..mlas nak layan..i ckp blik la ngan dia..klu ckp psal siapa punya pkerjaan baik xkan habis smpai esk pnyer...better phm2 sndri jer..



the conclusion is..
jeng..jeng..jengg....

1. FUCK you lahhhhhhh!! klu u xnak dgr n trima ckp i..
2. Go to Hell la u,bermukadimah plak pasal gaji siapa besar..
3. What The HECk laaahhhh!!! Mentang2 la u dh ada keja n dpt gaji n u ckp student mcm i xde kesedaran ttg hidup..2 xmerendah diri 2...2 dh meninggi n melambung diri dh 2..
4. Lanchaauuuu apai ko lahhh!!!!!! mmg ko bdk lpasan SPM yg gagal ngan ego u!!...

:P

okay...im calm myself down here..
i feel more relief now..
ive tried to be nice..u r making me angry...plz off u go laaahh!!!!!!

moral of the story is..DO NOT BE REALLY NICE TO AN EGO MAN!!!

trying to ignore....

lately,i've been ignoring someone because of something...
i know it was a stupid attitude coz i already know the truth about it!

aku buat semua ni bkn ape..nak mngelak pergaduhan bha..
kan mulut aku ni jahat sket..(sikit je laa)...
so,better Shut Up laa..then saying to much thing that will make u Feningggg**


tapi,mengumpat gak la ngan si kazen aku 2 klu dh xtahan..hahah..
lantaklaa...janji aku bahagia..

tapi juga(sekali lagi)....bg aku laa...klu dh xsuka 2...
jgn la layan kan??...bg la *chan* la ngan org lain yg nak..
cibey tol la....aku tgk..huh!

tp(again)..nak wat camne.kte xleh nak stop org sesuka ati jer..
bknnye kte anak raja ke..Tuhan ke nak stop dorg mcm 2..
so..im trying to understand..n that why i ignore them..

sbagai manusia..mmg la xlengkap laaa kalau x buat sesuatu benda bodohkan???
boleh mmg boleh...tp kurengkanlaa...

Bak kata lecture aku yg mGm tuh...belajarlahh menerima takdir..
tgh belajar la ni..tp x ckup iman..hahahhah
jahat kan???
main2 pl ngan nasihat urg tua..

bha...mau jln pg jumpa si Dr.Sarjit sy ini...
Tesis belum lg bincang sama dia...slalu jak Bizi ngan meeting..
almaklum laaa...Ketua Jabatan..
aza aza!!!! Fightinggg!!

Lappy..

you know....i have a fucking confuse feeling now...
its not fair laa cause once i updated my blog,i get angry and saying something like shit..

ahh...pedulik u laa..

sblm ni i dh decide dh nak bli laptop ape memandangkan laptop i sblm ni dh rosak..
then bapa i pon cakap ok laa...tapi got problem laa about the money...

tell u da truth...he is retired already..n im guessing u are clearly understand what stuation
that i have now..

i said i wanna buy Sony Vaio which cost about rm3000+++...then my lovely dady said,ok la..
up to u...im soooo happy...then i ask my sister how much the lappy proce exactly..
she said its about rm37ooo laa...

i go back home and started to count and count...i wanted to loan it..hehhe
in the same time i ask few friends about the choice i make

They SAID....Vaio is just for showing...better buy Hp or DeLL..

naahhh...datz y i got confused maa...
haizz...now,i have cutting my budget...
on my cloth...on my fOOd..everything!!
cause of the Stupid laptop!!..

sooo geram...!!!
dhlaa si pembuka kedai Pc 2 ckp nak amek yg rosak lptp tgk
x jgak dtg...klu x dh hr ni i dpt new lptp...
huh!!..

kesian my roomate coz i have to borrow her lptp for Fb~ying n chatting..

all of this my own fault laa coz didnt take care of my lptp with care...
sooo careless...(insaf sekejab)...
hahahahha

Bah..kalau i dh bli nnti i update la...
bubye...