hand off..

aku betul2 la xpaham..sama dia 2 btul2 xtau nak wat bnda 2 ke @ buat2 xtau..
hello..hello..
im used not know how to do it okay? people learns from mistake what?
belajar laa cmna nak wat..jgn terus ckp xtau..
smpai bila u nak ckp u tau..
Sampai MATI kah??

mmg xlogik..lagi2 aku paling menyampah klu ada org xtau nak buat apa..
tanya pon tdak nak wat ape.termangggu ke situ je..ape lahh.
xblh diterima dek akal otak aku ni klu org 2 sama study sama2..sama buat keja sama pastu buat muka derkkkkkkkk jer klu kta ngah bincang..
aku mmg panas wehh..
rasa nak sepak terajang je muka mcm 2..

u smpai bila nk harapkan org bt keja utk u? we r in group which require us to do the task together..
what on earth r u think u are? damn son of a bitchhhhh!!!!

i wish someone like u will never get the benefit of anything what we used to do!!!!!!!
i really do..
im not a person who can tolerate with a person lazy like u...
i cant even forgive it when u were not asking what the hell we are sitting here and doing..
i really cant forgive U!!!!!


U ingt u sorg je ke xtau nak wat? tanyalaa..give an effort..
tu pon kene gitau ke? g mati la lagi bagus..
smua bnd nak gitau..
baik u belajar dr tadika @ masa u jd bayi la...
biar u ada kesedaran skit..
kepala hotakkk ko bjanmbul!!!!!

dissapointed...

well..there's no place for me to talk it all out..
full of sadness..disappointed..

byk bnda nak citer beb..xtau nak mula dr mana..
"she" membelakangkan me..
aku 2 sapa?? kenak smpy cmya skli plu ko plah keputusan..
i really regret what have u did to me..and the else..

xdpt ku mok tulis apa2..
ya jak laaa... CIBAIIIIIII!!!!!

Holidays...

its holidays...
nothing much to do this semester tOO..

my plan with my friends is..Part Time!!
at KFC's.. lol~~

i nak wat part time sBB,poket mOney not enough for Me!
huh...hope with the salary(wargghh...blm pon isi borang dh ngade nak pk psal gaji)...

i can buy BAJU!!!!
heheheeh..


that it for now..
no idea..
dedaaa

owhh~~ camera..

i need camera..
dont you think so??..
what wonderful day i had if i had camera..


wanna capture this,capture that...
n edit it..make myself satisfied...
ooohhhhh~~noo...

sabar2..

exam and assignment week..

hai u ols...hehhehehhe..(giler ape)...

this is a week of insane,babeh..
the time is totally not enough for me..
do the assignment and the revision..

eleh,msh jgk la i pg tgk drama korea smbl stdy.x mcm rumate i..
mmg study kaw2 pnya...nak tdo pon baca dl..
haiya..i pon ada buat ma...cuma..not last longer lah...
then,zZzzZZZZZ~~~~

what i wanna say is..
final year projek blm stat lg...i bnda pon blm..
n i rejoin the Research Method group..
n more assignment is waiting for me....
i hate journal..analyze it and 'eat' it..

warrrrggggggHHHHHHH...gila3..
but,im still ok la rite now..rilex2 dl..
pastu pulun habis2san...muahahhahahahhahahhahahahhha..
then regret..kahkahkahkahakh
xdalah..


i wanna set in my mind that i wana do these thing ASAP..
n no last minute..
the sPss is coming sOOn..im scared of that actually..
hurmm..Ya Tuhan,permudahkan lah segalanya utk hambaMU ini..
amen.

bha,2 sj la dr sy....bubye..
doakan yg tbaik utk sy ahhh...
muaahhhzzzz....ailebiu

Learn to accept others..

cmni cter dia..
td kan i boring giler babeng..
so,i chatt la ngan sorg mamat nih..dia iban gak..
8 first dia ok la..joking2 around..make me laugh..
n we started a conversation about life...n laugh about it..

But,then suddenly i make a move laa..
by saying that..ble sorg laki slalu on9..dia cenderung xdpt awek laa coz hdp dia cma dlm alam maya jer...klu bcinta pon mybe xlama...ade2 je mslh...
dia pon respon..ya betul..tp dia on9 bkn nak cr grk pon..sbb dia rsa dia xhandsome..

& ngan hipokrit nya i ckp..ala..xpe la..janji u dh kje..ade hdp sndri kan..
jgnla merendah dri sgt..(actually i like t chatt a handsome guys and be a hypocrite among not cool guy)...
cruel isn't it??...lantak laa


pastu,i mula la bmukadimah..i cakap ngan dia laa ade yg my kwn kwen askar..p dia pandai laa..dh jd cikgu..then family kwn i cm xrestu sgtlaa sbb laki 2 askar..x setaraf kunun..
laki 2 pon ckp..dia berterus terang laa..well..dia tau la cta mcm 2..n no komen..n dia ckp dia pnh jgk la dperkenalkan oleh mak ayah dia ngan sorg pmpuan..p dia rejek ppuan 2 sbb ppuan 2 xsuka ngan kja dia..

so,dlm kepala hotak i pon terpikir 1 benda..alamak..ntah2 dia ni askar..
then i ask him...r u an army..he said yes..
then i pon ngan selambernya i pon cakap...

i pon xnak la klu bcinta ngan askar ni..sbb x setaraf 1..2 xblh nak sapot idup i..(wahhh..mngadanyaaaa akuuu)...
kununnya i ckp,xkan la i nak skolah tggi2 pastu kwen lak ngn askar kan?? mcm pelik jer..hehheh..
tp,i ckp la..bukanlaa xbgus sgt..cma stiap org ade pndapat n matlamat sendri dlm hidup kan...
(dlm otak pk msti dia phm apa mksd i...)...

pastu ade ke ptt dia ckp salary dia sbgai askar 2 sama ga ngan student mcm i??..haha
siap ngan EPF lg oooo..uiyooo..serius benar laki ni..i dh cuak dh..hahaaa..
siap dia ckp klu bcakap 2 jgnla meninggi,nti makan diri..n bg nasihat spya i belajar rajin2 and jgn dok kejar harta sbb xkemana..budi bahasa yg org junjung..
Fuhyoooo!!!

insaf2....insaf2..sekejab la..hahahaa...

then i pon ckp..i xckp pon keje askar xbgus..cma i ada pendapat i sndri towards my own life..i accept what had u said before..i respect it..

dia perli i balik la ckp..org dh stdy tggi2 mmg pndai bkata2..
(hoh..nak kena laki ni kata i dlm hEart..)
tp,i diam je la..mlas nak layan..i ckp blik la ngan dia..klu ckp psal siapa punya pkerjaan baik xkan habis smpai esk pnyer...better phm2 sndri jer..



the conclusion is..
jeng..jeng..jengg....

1. FUCK you lahhhhhhh!! klu u xnak dgr n trima ckp i..
2. Go to Hell la u,bermukadimah plak pasal gaji siapa besar..
3. What The HECk laaahhhh!!! Mentang2 la u dh ada keja n dpt gaji n u ckp student mcm i xde kesedaran ttg hidup..2 xmerendah diri 2...2 dh meninggi n melambung diri dh 2..
4. Lanchaauuuu apai ko lahhh!!!!!! mmg ko bdk lpasan SPM yg gagal ngan ego u!!...

:P

okay...im calm myself down here..
i feel more relief now..
ive tried to be nice..u r making me angry...plz off u go laaahh!!!!!!

moral of the story is..DO NOT BE REALLY NICE TO AN EGO MAN!!!

trying to ignore....

lately,i've been ignoring someone because of something...
i know it was a stupid attitude coz i already know the truth about it!

aku buat semua ni bkn ape..nak mngelak pergaduhan bha..
kan mulut aku ni jahat sket..(sikit je laa)...
so,better Shut Up laa..then saying to much thing that will make u Feningggg**


tapi,mengumpat gak la ngan si kazen aku 2 klu dh xtahan..hahah..
lantaklaa...janji aku bahagia..

tapi juga(sekali lagi)....bg aku laa...klu dh xsuka 2...
jgn la layan kan??...bg la *chan* la ngan org lain yg nak..
cibey tol la....aku tgk..huh!

tp(again)..nak wat camne.kte xleh nak stop org sesuka ati jer..
bknnye kte anak raja ke..Tuhan ke nak stop dorg mcm 2..
so..im trying to understand..n that why i ignore them..

sbagai manusia..mmg la xlengkap laaa kalau x buat sesuatu benda bodohkan???
boleh mmg boleh...tp kurengkanlaa...

Bak kata lecture aku yg mGm tuh...belajarlahh menerima takdir..
tgh belajar la ni..tp x ckup iman..hahahhah
jahat kan???
main2 pl ngan nasihat urg tua..

bha...mau jln pg jumpa si Dr.Sarjit sy ini...
Tesis belum lg bincang sama dia...slalu jak Bizi ngan meeting..
almaklum laaa...Ketua Jabatan..
aza aza!!!! Fightinggg!!