Learn to accept others..

cmni cter dia..
td kan i boring giler babeng..
so,i chatt la ngan sorg mamat nih..dia iban gak..
8 first dia ok la..joking2 around..make me laugh..
n we started a conversation about life...n laugh about it..

But,then suddenly i make a move laa..
by saying that..ble sorg laki slalu on9..dia cenderung xdpt awek laa coz hdp dia cma dlm alam maya jer...klu bcinta pon mybe xlama...ade2 je mslh...
dia pon respon..ya betul..tp dia on9 bkn nak cr grk pon..sbb dia rsa dia xhandsome..

& ngan hipokrit nya i ckp..ala..xpe la..janji u dh kje..ade hdp sndri kan..
jgnla merendah dri sgt..(actually i like t chatt a handsome guys and be a hypocrite among not cool guy)...
cruel isn't it??...lantak laa


pastu,i mula la bmukadimah..i cakap ngan dia laa ade yg my kwn kwen askar..p dia pandai laa..dh jd cikgu..then family kwn i cm xrestu sgtlaa sbb laki 2 askar..x setaraf kunun..
laki 2 pon ckp..dia berterus terang laa..well..dia tau la cta mcm 2..n no komen..n dia ckp dia pnh jgk la dperkenalkan oleh mak ayah dia ngan sorg pmpuan..p dia rejek ppuan 2 sbb ppuan 2 xsuka ngan kja dia..

so,dlm kepala hotak i pon terpikir 1 benda..alamak..ntah2 dia ni askar..
then i ask him...r u an army..he said yes..
then i pon ngan selambernya i pon cakap...

i pon xnak la klu bcinta ngan askar ni..sbb x setaraf 1..2 xblh nak sapot idup i..(wahhh..mngadanyaaaa akuuu)...
kununnya i ckp,xkan la i nak skolah tggi2 pastu kwen lak ngn askar kan?? mcm pelik jer..hehheh..
tp,i ckp la..bukanlaa xbgus sgt..cma stiap org ade pndapat n matlamat sendri dlm hidup kan...
(dlm otak pk msti dia phm apa mksd i...)...

pastu ade ke ptt dia ckp salary dia sbgai askar 2 sama ga ngan student mcm i??..haha
siap ngan EPF lg oooo..uiyooo..serius benar laki ni..i dh cuak dh..hahaaa..
siap dia ckp klu bcakap 2 jgnla meninggi,nti makan diri..n bg nasihat spya i belajar rajin2 and jgn dok kejar harta sbb xkemana..budi bahasa yg org junjung..
Fuhyoooo!!!

insaf2....insaf2..sekejab la..hahahaa...

then i pon ckp..i xckp pon keje askar xbgus..cma i ada pendapat i sndri towards my own life..i accept what had u said before..i respect it..

dia perli i balik la ckp..org dh stdy tggi2 mmg pndai bkata2..
(hoh..nak kena laki ni kata i dlm hEart..)
tp,i diam je la..mlas nak layan..i ckp blik la ngan dia..klu ckp psal siapa punya pkerjaan baik xkan habis smpai esk pnyer...better phm2 sndri jer..



the conclusion is..
jeng..jeng..jengg....

1. FUCK you lahhhhhhh!! klu u xnak dgr n trima ckp i..
2. Go to Hell la u,bermukadimah plak pasal gaji siapa besar..
3. What The HECk laaahhhh!!! Mentang2 la u dh ada keja n dpt gaji n u ckp student mcm i xde kesedaran ttg hidup..2 xmerendah diri 2...2 dh meninggi n melambung diri dh 2..
4. Lanchaauuuu apai ko lahhh!!!!!! mmg ko bdk lpasan SPM yg gagal ngan ego u!!...

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okay...im calm myself down here..
i feel more relief now..
ive tried to be nice..u r making me angry...plz off u go laaahh!!!!!!

moral of the story is..DO NOT BE REALLY NICE TO AN EGO MAN!!!

trying to ignore....

lately,i've been ignoring someone because of something...
i know it was a stupid attitude coz i already know the truth about it!

aku buat semua ni bkn ape..nak mngelak pergaduhan bha..
kan mulut aku ni jahat sket..(sikit je laa)...
so,better Shut Up laa..then saying to much thing that will make u Feningggg**


tapi,mengumpat gak la ngan si kazen aku 2 klu dh xtahan..hahah..
lantaklaa...janji aku bahagia..

tapi juga(sekali lagi)....bg aku laa...klu dh xsuka 2...
jgn la layan kan??...bg la *chan* la ngan org lain yg nak..
cibey tol la....aku tgk..huh!

tp(again)..nak wat camne.kte xleh nak stop org sesuka ati jer..
bknnye kte anak raja ke..Tuhan ke nak stop dorg mcm 2..
so..im trying to understand..n that why i ignore them..

sbagai manusia..mmg la xlengkap laaa kalau x buat sesuatu benda bodohkan???
boleh mmg boleh...tp kurengkanlaa...

Bak kata lecture aku yg mGm tuh...belajarlahh menerima takdir..
tgh belajar la ni..tp x ckup iman..hahahhah
jahat kan???
main2 pl ngan nasihat urg tua..

bha...mau jln pg jumpa si Dr.Sarjit sy ini...
Tesis belum lg bincang sama dia...slalu jak Bizi ngan meeting..
almaklum laaa...Ketua Jabatan..
aza aza!!!! Fightinggg!!

Lappy..

you know....i have a fucking confuse feeling now...
its not fair laa cause once i updated my blog,i get angry and saying something like shit..

ahh...pedulik u laa..

sblm ni i dh decide dh nak bli laptop ape memandangkan laptop i sblm ni dh rosak..
then bapa i pon cakap ok laa...tapi got problem laa about the money...

tell u da truth...he is retired already..n im guessing u are clearly understand what stuation
that i have now..

i said i wanna buy Sony Vaio which cost about rm3000+++...then my lovely dady said,ok la..
up to u...im soooo happy...then i ask my sister how much the lappy proce exactly..
she said its about rm37ooo laa...

i go back home and started to count and count...i wanted to loan it..hehhe
in the same time i ask few friends about the choice i make

They SAID....Vaio is just for showing...better buy Hp or DeLL..

naahhh...datz y i got confused maa...
haizz...now,i have cutting my budget...
on my cloth...on my fOOd..everything!!
cause of the Stupid laptop!!..

sooo geram...!!!
dhlaa si pembuka kedai Pc 2 ckp nak amek yg rosak lptp tgk
x jgak dtg...klu x dh hr ni i dpt new lptp...
huh!!..

kesian my roomate coz i have to borrow her lptp for Fb~ying n chatting..

all of this my own fault laa coz didnt take care of my lptp with care...
sooo careless...(insaf sekejab)...
hahahahha

Bah..kalau i dh bli nnti i update la...
bubye...

AnGau mOde... *___*

mula2 aku nak ckp cket la ttg angau nih...

angau ni bak erti kata lain ialah syok2..(kot)...

mana2 laa...sukati aku laaa nak ckp apa kan??

aku ada sjenis pnyakit sot2 laa...mcm angau nih..

mmg ada...tiap2 bulan ada..hahahah...

misalnya mcm ni.

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klu nmpak jak laki handsome...mula la fikiran ku melayang

siang mlm tekenang2....(hahah..sot kan)..

2 la angau mksdnya...

i like dreaming...mmg suka....xblh lari dr dreaming..

p mlampau jgak kan??

i byk kli la dreaming about something yg tidak msk akal...

angan2 nak kawen ngan org putih yg handsome + kaya + love me like heLL...hahahhah

yaaa..betul..gila kan??

smpai stiap mlm kan klu dh ade laa artis laki hollywood yg i minat i akan angan2 dl ngan dia sblm tdo.

pastu br dpt tdo...

konon2nya mcm2 la i buat ngan dia...

alamakkk....bodohnyaaa nak ckp kt cni kan??

i mmg mcm 2..smpaikan klu dh siokkk sgt 2 blh plak i bt cam drama angan2 2....

heran tol la kpalak hotak i nih...

dl laa (back to the kisah bdak2)...

i pernah wat cerpen....

1st yg i bt..kinda melariskan laa...

smpai melayang kt skolah menengah lain...smpai skrg xjumpa..(aisehmann..laku la 2..ke tgkap cikgu dh)..

its kinda romantic and cute story la....i mix it with the real life i had and cta rekaan yg agak mlampau imaginasi i jika difikirkan balik...

msa dl2 kan femes cta psal F4 2...sorg laki ego...sorg pmpuan yg kuat melawan...yeahh...something like that..

i really like that story....smpai skrg pon msh suka.....coz i hope 1 day ada jg kisah i mcm 2..hahah sot

berbalik kpd kisah angau td...

~~mmg ooo..klu i jmpa jer laki handsome mmg i tbayang2 kan dia ngan dia....dating laa...have fun together2 laa..really fun doing that...but i realise that is not a healthy activity laa...sbb nti xdpt lak nak trima kenyataan kan???

yes...i am controlled it right now... Lah!!

baru2 ni i tgila2 pl ngan si cristiano ronaldo.pemain bola sepak 2....

sbnrnya i xtau dia main dlm kelab apa..xpasti sgt...soriii ekk..

lg haru i xtau dia main utk siapa piala dunia nih...aduhhhhh...bikin malu tol...

Ok..Portugal..( i suka ngan negara ni sbb my secret admire dl mak dia brasal dr portugal..ahaksz)...

smlm mlm br i tauk..2 pon kzn i yg tjerit2 nama dia msa tgk perlawanan ngan korea 2...OMGH

OMG!!!!...honestly tell u...i am crazy looking at him...coz he is damn Fucking Handsome man!!!!!!!... hahahha

lagi2 msa 2 mimik muka dia mmg menonjol laa....i can see how hw smiling..how he feel jerk or apa2 jak la bcoz of the rainig days.... soooo comelllll..... i like him!!!!!

then, i said to my kzn... klu dia jg laki i.. konfem i xtidur 1 mggu n tgk muka dia jer....sbb excited sgt kan??

hahaha....how siLLy i am...

and that moment make me like watching football...especially watching him..hahahhaa

i xbpa minat sgt la ngan main bola nih...tp sbb angau pnya psal....i tgk jgak nti kot...slowly2 bha..

nahhh....skrg aku bg tgk korg gbr2 cristiano yg aku suka....i hope u like it too..hehehee...

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i gila jgak la tgk yg ni....

look sooo gorgeous kannnn?????..

simpel jer...i like jgak..

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senyuman 2 bha......

aduhhhhh...cair i...

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im begging you....

will u marry me..my darling jane????.....

haahhaha.....cun kan?

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nmpak x taring 2??...soooooooooooo sexy...

body 2??...xyah ckp la...

u noe i noe laah!!

smua gbr ni i cr kt google image....datz y u mcm pnh tgk kan???....

nvrmind la....we share2 la kan??...

bha...enjoy your life until it still can...dont miss any oppurtunity to like someone..hahha..like me..

coz...dh kawen nti mane blh nak gila2 mcm ni kan???

konon....bha..chow chin chau.....

SHopping Addiction~~~

i think i got a problem regarding to Money..
or... i am having that fucking problem..

Omg..i cant believe it.
My dad used to said that my hand is just like him which is hard to control the power of buying..

Yes,i do admit it..it is hard for me to keep the money for the next day if i go out with my fren.


Lebih2 lg laaa klu kwn 2 pon kaki jalan jgak.. mmg sukati jak duit ku kuar dr tgan.. klu g bank tu mmg x sah klau x 2 kali...
yala sbb byk sgt nak bli..pduhal xda jgak apa sangat dbli...2 yg bikin i heran...

knp jgak laa bperangai mcm nih... klu dh pokai br tauk nak jimat..
mkn maggi laa..mkn roti la.. plg truk pnjam duit kwn..( xnak ckp la...bikin malu sj)..
tp kan...msh jgak i ermmm...bt bodo jer...still having that stupid~mupid attitude..
rimas jgak laa kdg2 sbb hati xtahan..

klu dh ada duit 2...pantang btul klu x kuar..tgk movie kahh.. mkan sedap2 kaa (harusss ituw).... pastu bayar taxi( mcm org kaya...xnak guna bas..sbb lmbt laa..pnas laa...xda klas laa).. no wonder la my money kehabisan...


yeahh..me n my fren are agreed about it...we spend a lot of money in Taxi services... n FOOD!!...
aikk...itu harusss bha..klu x lapar kan?? tp kmi mlampau jgak..msti nak mkn sedap2... g KFC laa... g Kenney Rogers laaa...mesti nak meal yg ayam besar.. Pastu klu nak bli bju nak saiz yg M la..L laa... makan bkn main lg... hahahhahahha.... Mmg Lucu group i ni...but we a sproting to each other...but not always la...(its not comfortable to say it in here coz...lain org lain prangai kan??..

talking about shopping.. i really like it...klu ada byk duit laa.. klu xda tgk sj laa org bli.. hahah
i like makeup..tp xdala smpai hari2 nak bli...klu dh hbs br bli..klu ada extra money br bli mhal skit( skit jer laa)...pastu bju pl...i suke yg da latest one...fashion yg baru2... happy sgt klu dh ada yg bkenan.. i like the sexy one...ahhaha...
y?? coz i have da asset...hohohohoho...wlupon COMEL...but i have another attraction bha.. x salah la nak tunjuk kan?? bkn pndai hbs pon... klu yg SLim 2 cantik bdn dia... i yg comel ni ada Ehem Yg Montokkkk kan???.... So fair n square la bha...

i xpeduli la skrg nak pkai apa...jnji i puas...u rsa xsesuai..aku pedulikkkkk apa?? Ada ku Kesah?? Ko pon bkannya cantek sgt... ada jgaj cacat dia kan??? sAybOkkk jer.... Diam2 sdhlaa... i xkisah pon u dressing cmne...saybok jerr...

LAtely i become more berani la pkai sengkat2..kat bintulu laa..in KL blm lg... erkkk...xtau knp...tyg dada ok la..kaki??? bLom lg..hahahha...

klu g club i salu wear mini skirt...more easy to dance maa...(heyy..ive lot to tell u about my cLubbing story...later lah!).....then now my dilema iss..whether to buy a Hp or laptop 1st... I want bothhhhhhh!!!...(nahh...see my craziness and addicton??...canot control maaa)... im sooo sad...i should keep the money laa kan?? my fren blh ape bli sndri ngan duit smpan dorg...i?? xkan xblh kot...

i nak smpan azam laa...go simpan duit sckpnya..then ckp msa..bli laa..(amboiii...senangnyaa sakap...buat?? kuat payahh ooo wa cakap Lu)....wawawawawawa....

i try 1st la...hoh??? xsalah kan??

ok la...klu i bjaya ..then tell u da story..hehhe

bha...chow dolo...pening palak tgk skrin nih... dedaaaaa...muaahhhhxxxx

me..simple of me..n only me...

i always love this one..
pretty ughh?... caahh..lantaklaa klu ko xsuke..
bluekk ;P


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Yahh..i like taking photo like this..
sbb... xdala body aku yg comel 2 nmpak sgt..
kahkahahkahh...

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ermm.. fuLL already...

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My almost 2 years long hair..
taking at Cameron Highlands..

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short hair...
i do think more than twice to cut it off okay...

i do...
i do like it...not feel regret too..

lol~~

oh ya... stop dl laa..
next time update gk..sakit palak tgk skrin 2.. huhuhu..

2010...earLy of FeBruary..

yeahh..i noe,its lil bit late 4 me to reniew my blog. i hve no time to updated it tho..
anyway..happy new year to me n anyone out there.. ape yg aku nak cakapkan kt cni ialah thn ni aku dh dpt ape yg aku nakkan dr thn lpas..sgt bsyukur atas segalanya..
tapiii..again im facing with money problem bcoz of the things that i have now..but,wat to do...all needs has it own sacrify....huhuhu,,,i wont regret it. . .(i guess)
byk bnde yg blaku spnjg thn lpas..hal ngan kwn..smpai blakunya psengketaan smpai skrg msh blm clear lg,but ade jgak bnde baik blaku..i got new bf..>again<..uuhhh...i noe..mmg susah la nak single nih..buka ckp laku...tidaaakkk same skli.juz kalu i dh jmpe yg sesuai..why not i accept him rite..he kind of nice person even there are things that i might regret wat will happend after this..
aku dh lali ngan kkcewaan..biarlaahh msa mgubati smuanya..akan ade jga kebaikan drpd smua ni..amen..hihihhii..
~dhlaa..next time i mrepek lagi k..~ dedaaa..